Starting the diet over…tomorrow.
25 reasons I will not binge.
- to be strong.
- to wear whatever i want and look stylish, not stupid.
- to never have to worry about my tight jeans causing a muffintop
- to not be afraid to wear tight shirts
- to never have folds of fat when i bend over
- to have perfect arms
- to have more piggybacks
- to have him touch my bones more, and say how nice i look
- to make his friends jealous
- to look like a model
- to have my friends look up to me
- to look good in a bikini
- to never worry about looking fat
- to get over myself
- to look as fragile as i really am
- to prove them wrong
- to look miles better than the people who used to bully me
- to look lovely at a surreal level
- to run with no jiggle
- to not seem like a slob
- to not be afraid of the mirror
- to finally feel proud of myself
- to look thin even in huge sweaters, with little fawn-like legs sticking out
- to finally feel pretty
- to be happy
I’ve been 114 for over a month.
I can’t get it to go down no matter whaat I do.
I’m destined to be fat forever.