July 2010
26 posts
Starting the diet over...tomorrow.
25 reasons I will not binge.
fiftykilograms:
neeeedtobethin:
fadingforfreedom:
bodyrevolution:
wanttobeneedtobethin:
to be strong.
to wear whatever i want and look stylish, not stupid.
to never have to worry about my tight jeans causing a muffintop
to not be afraid to wear tight shirts
to never have folds of fat when i bend over
to have perfect arms
to have more piggybacks
to have him touch my bones more, and...
I've been 114 for over a month.
I can’t get it to go down no matter whaat I do.
I’m destined to be fat forever.
I do not like myself. End of story.
Royally fuckedd.
So, yeah, me and my family went on a mini vacation for a few days. They took us out to eat a lot. When I could, I just got a salad. But when I couldn’t, I tried to get the lowest cal option, but restaurants these days aren’t nice about that. I gained three pounds.
Also, I’m pretty sure my mom’s caught on. She kept making odd comments about how I need to eat all...
awkwardanax-deactivated20100726 asked: Oh hey :)
Someone I know in real life has just started following this tumblr, so I had to make a new one :(
It's http://ionlycravethin.tumblr.com/ and you don't have to follow it if you don't want to, of course, I won't hold it against you haha. I'll follow you on it once I've finished sending this to everyone :)
Anyway, just thought you...
Someone I know in real life has just started following this tumblr, so I had to make a new one :(
It's http://ionlycravethin.tumblr.com/ and you don't have to follow it if you don't want to, of course, I won't hold it against you haha. I'll follow you on it once I've finished sending this to everyone :)
Anyway, just thought you...
ergh my face is so UGLY and my body is so SQUAT.
thislilpiggyhadnone:
I am repugnant.
Same.
Righ, just messed up again.
So much for July being my month or whatever.
I guess I’ll just be fat.
Every mistake is fixable or whatever, righ?
Ugh.
skeletons in my closet: The truth hurts →
If I was to say that this weight loss journey was a very difficult, long, bittersweet fight, I know that all you will be sitting there, nodding your heads along with me. It is a very personal thing. It’s something you’ve set out to do, a goal you’ve set out to accomplish. It was you who…
I love this. I want this.
I love that someone out there besides me realizes that to be able to...
displacedthoughts asked: How tall are you?
June 2010
38 posts
“When you hear that voice in your head, “I’ll start my diet tomorrow,” believe...”
– supersize vs. superskinny (via foodisthedrug) (via thedietriot) (via novyme) (via iamonadiet) (via obesityparty)
beautifulbonez:
nobetterlies:
closer - mgmt...
awkwardanax-deactivated20100726 asked: You're tiny! How much more are you planning to lose? I think you're fine as you are now.
How are you anyhow? xo
How are you anyhow? xo
Sorry I've not been on Tumblr much lately.
I’ll try to make it up to you all.
I’ve lost ten pounds :/ in 21 days. Not very muchh, I know! But I’m looking semi-better. My hipbones stick out more, my ribs are like BAM. But I still have some belly pudge. I might post a picture of me in my swimsuit later :/ but only if someone says they want meh tooh.
Soo…anyone want me to?
Sex is not the enemy.
(via gainingbeauty, -bellatrixlestrange)
Ever have those days where looking in the mirror...
inmixedcompany:
I have those days just about everyday.
I want to cry.
hereisayat-deactivated20100619- asked: About your stomach hurting, is it hunger pains or cramp pains?
Anorexia fucking sucks.
I hate this dude, I wish I didn’t have to deal with my stomach hurting soo bad. But I’d hate myself otherwise, and end up coming back to it. I wouldn’t recommend this life to anyone, and if there was a way for me to love myself without it, I would choose that way instead.
